Thanks for all these words

Thats all, what I need to know from my live, all words inside your mind.
It’s been so long to let  me realize, more and more time,  that I have really live in this world.

I cant say anything to express what I feel all the time. One thing I can do in this time, waiting a day to go home, to pay all mistakes I have done to you, to heal you from all pain I have given to you, to let you feel what does this world can give, to let you know, I have also the same feeling to you.

I put your photographs in this laptop, when you smile, when you see trough my eyes.

Each time I see your photographs, I feel the time runs faster and faster. But, still I cannot after the time, all I can do is only behind him, as you say, I must wait to the time.

Each time I see your smile in those photographs, I feel my day is getting brighter and brighter. But, still it will be never the same, when the time I stay at my home, when thee moon sitting by me, give her light to me, show me the stars, show me the beauty of night, when you sit in my lap.

Each time I see you smile, it strikes my heart, give me unconscious. But you bring me somewhere called home, the sweetest place for me in this world, for us in this live.

Please, don’t stop to give me that smiles